Well, this is my first blog experience!! wahhhoooooo!!! At this moment in time......Nana is having a fit and I am trying to ignore the pounding of little feet on the floor in a horrible attempt to get her way. OH to be five.
Well as the day of the move to NV draws near I am overwhelmed with the preparations left undone. Heck, all of them are undone. I am following the wisdom of MOM and trying not to worry about it and concentrating on preparing myself for the NCLEX. By the way,I walk around 24-7 nauseous with the thought of taking that test. Oh what a twisted form of torture. My current occupation has me waiting tables to earn some money to move and go to CT on vaca but let me tell the money isn't flowing in....in fact it isn't flowing anywhere!! I am so broke it is amazing!!! So am not exactly sure I how I will make the 3000 mile commute to NV but I am sure it "will all work out". "IT will all work out" I think that is my mantra. That is what everyone keeps telling me anyway. Well if not having the money isn't enough I am not sure where I will live........originally I was going to live with J, but as it always does....really good ideas in the beginning never really pan out. Because the living with her is turning into having Ari and I share a ten by twelve room. That, I am afraid, will not work in the long run!!!!! SO now I have to figure out where I will live after the original move......ugg nothing is simple is it. But , at least there are options, another coined phrase I am hearing a lot lately. BUT.............
Today is Wednesday I leave to CT tomorrow. That will be soooo much fun. I just got off the phone with Grammie so that should be a blast. But until then, I have ton of laundry to do........I have to take the dog to the vet, and make an attempt to make some money before I leave. Not to mention the pungent smell of cat shit that is now exuding itself from somewhere in my house that I must find and eliminate!!!! Oh what fun!!!!!
If you can't tell I am feeling a little stressed and don't know which way to go this morning.... the weight of what needs to be done is heavy this morning. I wish I new yoga.........hmmm!!! Well, I will study now and then see what else I can get done on the endless list of crap I have left to do!!!! But amiss all this craziness and bull shit life is beautiful and that is something to hold on to.
1 comment:
Okay first of all breath!!! You definately have an overwhelming amount of things on your plate but taking on them all at once will not do you any good but will help you to go crazy even faster than you already are :D Remember to take things one at a time and call on those that you know will help you. It's amazing what can happen when you ASK. Arianna is definately a handful but like you said she is 5 and you love her so strangling her probably wouldn't work out for the best. Try to keep your normal positive attitude and use your resources. I am here if you need me. Love ya -Jaci
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